yesterday was mr kito de silva's birthday.

he promised me he won't be gay anymore.
manda please be happy (:
i don't remember the swimming times we had together when we were young,
but i remember you were chubby and blur than.
what took the change? must be the seventeen.
took a cab to mr kito's home right after youth rally.
(did i mention youth rally was not as fun as i thought it would have been?p&w was nice though)
camwhore at his jamming room.
coolshit.i think i should spend v day with manda.
cos she gossips and i have a desktop of photos with her.
is amanda lim peishan agreeable on this? heh GRINS

sighs,
i guess it's hard to keep putting on a front. i know someday it'll go.
i keep guessing how my life would be like w/o them.
but i realise i still have manda girlfriend.
all that gays that made me listen and make me depressed over their probs.(drama only)
but i guess i travelled with them
and i'm so glad to see ant smiling more,
larris saying he'll try,
i picture myself in my twenties,
hanging out with the clique.
having the same old pictures and cool lunch.
larris and keith arguing over small gay stuffs.
manda rolling her eyes at me for fun.
chatting to lexine over lunch.
and having the same old bonding sessions with des and ant.
feesh and stef getting all mature and taking even more photos (:
my beloved bernard should get married by than.
teenage kick backs,
memories like cement paw prints on walkways.

movie wed with laurie laurie laurie. <3>
no red wedge,
no red bag,
no pony shoes
and no new crumpler. YET
bummer bummer.

if only she knew than we'd prob be spared the blame.
LOVES <3