STAINED CHEEKS

i have no rythm or reason for feeling low,

but i am now and god knows why :/ like when you feel the distance but you tell yourself you're almost there.

self denial or factual ego? doesn't quite matter they're all the same.

this was just last year when i had the time to do such things. pity.

dinner just now was good and i got home and slept from a whopping seven to nine.

i'm done with gp research and i should go off now.

night world, tmr will be a better day(:, i hope.