GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY

do you believe in love at first sight?
it'll be as beautiful as you(:

saturday isn't all that beautiful right?

it's okay cos we've got no memories and we should go our own ways.

i've got to move on from where i dropped.

you're old picture to burn.

new ones have to come in drey, new ones.

till than i have notes to rewrite:(

damn its SINFUL, how i procrastinate.

just yesterday after i left the com at one ;(i wasn't really at the com as usual but i had to turn it off to make me feel better),

i told the dumb me to wake at nine and start making sunday, urm fruitful.

yet here at twelve i did less than an hour of work and here i am. whining.

not cool really, not cool when you're all anxious and uptight but your body seem to not respond.

plus, i can so cut my heart into two and tell you it hurts, from everything that i kept in the safe.

its old news yet the older it is the more you remember no?

on a pretty note yesterday's dinner was nice(: all dutch and i had my raw share of fish which could take the place of sashimi.

still, i love catching almost empty trains and walk the very late night home,

your mind's empty and everything feels good looking the stars home.

and the only thing i have to remember is to msg desmond and anthony when i'm home safe.

unfortunately, i'm always home safe and sound and i always forget to msg whoever everytime.

mauybe i should plan my own spree of nonsense and prob escape from this safe world.

note to self: i miss you terribly

mood's running up and down.

silly how i crave for something suddenly, feel like going somewhere someone, feel like replying.

than again there are times i dont feel like anything above and the silly reasons i give can so foad.

''my phone's in my room'' can so die off.

and seriously chem's killing me you her him.

but like yk said, we've gotta move up tgt. no giving up, not till i die.

what's exams? argh. ballistic that is.