soo this is christmas what have you done?

pretty dinner and booze with family and love ones yo.
outstanding countdown party too(:
can't wait.
can't wait..

movie on monday with clique was funny.
night at the musuem was good.
really funny but i didn't see the reason why keith and larris should laugh soo loudly!
dong. (:
more of this people, school's starting for you guys dongs.

so i'm waking everyday in the afternoon.
it's pretty bad i guess.
well at least larris woke me up today at two or i'd sleep till dont know when.
nasty huh?
tmr's celine house and i'll wake.
don't worry now!(:

so i guess i'll end this year with pretty much unaccomplished as yet.
i have two months or so to die with till my results.
i have absolutely the least confidence and i guess all that reassures me are prayers.
but what if?
what if i do lousier tha prelims?
what if all that efforts proves disppointment.
rght now i dont feel all that better.
goodbye 06 and hello terrible 07..

jingle bell rock

so yesterday was Jesus's birthday.
merry and nice,
everybody were all dressed pretty sweetly and sauve for mass (:
loads of presents and pretty touching letters have somehow became christmas.
and well my pretty loved ones have made me smile.

and dear larris please stop being emo. (:
thankew ant for once again reassuring our friendship.
i promise my ear's always ready!
manda panda!
we dont need presents for each other or any sweet letters,
cos everyday's our valentine and our actions are purely presents no?
you're pretty hot in that dress i picked for you la!
kito desilva looks hot in the jacket i chose please.
attracts the gays. teehee. till owe us a letter now you dong!
lexine you were sweet with that frame thing you gave. awww
desmond you could have chose a prettier photo of me with you la.
the photo on the card was soo unglam. eww. haha but i'm touched la. really!

and those pretty gifts were sooo warm and sweet.
jeremy gave the funniest card! haha
partying last night wasn't all that welcoming though.
drank lousy beer from whoever offered me.
ate sting ray and sotong.
everyone's kindda stone and tired from canteen.
dongs what a celebration yo! but well,
i kindda enjoy the dance with manda.
our bear dance. hoho!

so i reached home at five in the morn and slept till eleven.
went visiting and food and food. argh weight!
have to babysit manda's granny now.
funny.
movie tonight with my gay clique and happens to be the only girl if manda can't go.
and larris thinks it's cool.
dongs.
it's pretty hardwork to blog nowadays huh?
pictures up another time.

so i'll end it with a kiss,
to tell you how much you're worth the stay.
merry christmas love ones <3

it's no sleep day for me today.
i have a list to work on.
gonna work on some personal letters to girlfriends and gays.
have to be in church by six thirty for youth canteen,
and if i sleep now i won't be able to wake.
and i have the task of giving larris, desmond and keith wake up call.
what a wonderfully hectic christmas!

can't wait for midnight mass,
can't wait for the pretty messages to fds
can't wait for the giving feeling(:
can't wait for the after party!
and with the wardens..
i'll definitely get to drink fine beer!
teeheee.

it's already here.
now what have you done? <3

shopping with mummy today was fruitful (:
i bought a dress from mango while mummy bought a top and bag.
teehee the sale can't stop ladies from spending!
met shan and celine while mummy went to work.
larris and jeremy joined right after.
ohh jeremy, you're soo gay. take those studs off pleaseee?!?!??
so i'm home and pretty comfy now!
manda's kindda having a slight grumpy machine at home to handle,
so i bought the dress for her first and she can pay me back soon" (:

well it's pretty upsetting with the fact that some people..
they can go missing and totally abandon the whole friendship.
when they need something you see them suddenly saying hi to you online,
send you messages to make sure you attain to their request.
grrr, like grrr. grr grr.

and i'm looking forward to attending midnight mass.
i love the company and looking forward to the birth of christ <3

i'll give it to someone special

i'm back in sg like finally.
been a wopping two days and i'm enjoying myself terribly much!
i've yet to get the dress for x'mas but i've got tops already (:
i guess this christmas is not about giving material but my heart itself.
so people.. no gifts this year <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3636/3925/400/PB280424.jpg" alt="" border="0">so i guess everybody's busy with work or pre-preparation for school.
it's kindda crazy but this is what i describe a retarded way of living. it's not our choice, but we're all forcefully deemed to indulge in it, whether we want it or not. y
ou've no f-ing idea how much sometimes i yearn for the world to stop for me, for me to slowly pick up the missing pieces and cry over them.
sometimes i ask too much of why, i end up crying in the arms of a strayed away friend.
they make me remember the times i've forsaken them and shot GOD right down.
the emotional downturn and rapid demands of relationships kills.
the friendship sometimes, is just too hard to keep.
you scream you shout but nothing comes out. why than oh why can't i? so when it's time it's time.
he made the path for me and i'll follow.
i have the pretty ones to guide me.
love.

packed my bag.
i don't even know what time's my flight!
done done terribly!
excited?
haa i wish but i'm soo gonna miss my girlfriends and gays.
that includes manda too!i love you people(:

i guess i'm still pretty awake and not dying yet.
lunch tmr at cwp with clique's gonna be a drag now.
(NOT enough sleep dear audrey/)
the year's coming to an end and my future's unpredictable.
i worry so much i guess someday somebody just gotta kill me.
four more years and i'm twenty.
now now, my friends, where have you been?

leaving on wednesday.
bags unpacked, flight time unknown.
it's either i'm lazy or just relunctant to leave the dearest one behind.
my lovely ones are probably sending my off.
how sweet hurhur? <3
i'm miss miss miss you people. like RAHhaha

walking down the aisle i realised the smile.
thankew for you.
glad you came mr.
many many more!

tenth was indeed a touching memorable day.
i told larris i wouldn't cry,
but i guess i couldn't control.
the feeling was just simply HIGH.
the pretty people i've journeyed with is just so hard to let go.
i don't know for the rest,
but i affirm that the clique i have stays for eternity.
your letter was just as touching and sweet as the care and concern you shower.
thankew for the letter dear one.

my clique stays,
i say FOREVER!
thankew everyone who have been part of my journey!
loves

seminar tmr,
happy feet too!
with the same old darling people and more cam whoring!

so i'll wait and see for that pretty one to appear.

i'm finally back from penang.
after sleeping like a total log for the whole bus trip back,
i think my butt's giving way.
kindda lost the touch of sg and i'm still feeling weird.
on top of the many dejavu i've have had,
i made many new friends and built stronger ones.
lovely i must say. VERY

so tmr's my all white day.
confirmation's just tmr and i'm writing cards now.
i've tried on the dress and i think the mountain hiking at penang brought my feet swallon.
the heels feels unconfortable and tight.
tsk tsk.
anyhow i've just msged jude stef and feesh at a crazy time.
no wonder they're not replying yet but i hope they go (:
it's jane's wedding too.
my apologies for not being able to make it,
yet, CONGRATS love. <3>

i think a week has killed my touch with my normal surrounding.
i think a week has killed my touch with my girlfriends.
i think a week has killed my touch with the world.

snaps.

so i was tearing all the way throughout ROE.
some people can just be soo touching.
sheila made me cry first.
like ohhh i finally understand the community ((:so we've finally made it through.
all the worrying SMSes and the many i don't knows.
somehow i think i made new yankies and wankies.
the pretty guys and girls,
my journey have been worthwhile.

so while i busy myself preparing for confirmation,
i truly abandoned my girlfriends.
i'm sorry darlings but it's been my dear bad.
so this week i'm missing them again to penang,
followed by another one to jakarta.
christmas maybe?
i wanna hang out with the boobies and the perlini's manager.
RAHHAHA!

tonight i'd be leaving.
to those who's gonna miss me.
THANK YOU. (please miss me la whatthehell)

i couldn't have said that,
but you'll know if you're gonna move on.
use the fastest train as a goal,
you've got me behind you.
be strong dear friend!


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