INSIGHTS AND REFLECTIONS

cry me a riverit' s a call back. i miss those times:( and the hair, a little.

to the one who told me not to ever frown.

thanks.

i hardly know him yet he made my day.

and to the other, thanks for the night messages, yadayada.

weakling,

its unlike drey, really.

livejournal after promos, blogger's irritating untidy and horrendous.

HEART'S GONE COLD.

Strong on the outside, inside i'd crumble.can we all stop time and never grow old.
it's heartening to see my pretty ones cry,
but damn she's so strong.
i'd prob split into ashes and flood the town.
maybe it's true, friendship's worth investing, compassionate enough to not hurt you so evidently.
they're all just status, and they make people have their heart broken.
they're all but superficial affection.
what's love?

last time i have to whine,
i crave sashimi!
damn

TIME WILL TELL

time heals what reasons can't...
perfect, from an emo guy.
and yes it does makes sense and it kindda made me feel better(:
thanks you know who reads my blog, don't lie. haahhaa
see, my friends, they're all wonders of my life.and so when i started to pen down....
i guess it didn't help.
hahahaha, this is random please stop thinking i'm in love, heart broken or whatever.
so peanut butter and and cheese fries.
i still want sashimi hokay.

it'll all be over soon(:
three weeks.
still physics at this hour,
till then guys, (shit or isit than? what is i was corrected so many times and i still don't get it?)

I PROMISE

you feel so lost and not yourself even when you're around people you know by heart,
like something's missing and you don't know what.

night world.
later,
late.

BEST I EVER HAD

so you sailed away,
now i'm here to stay,
love can be so boring.the number of times i walked from my room to the kitchen and back and there while studying is atrocious.
considering the fact that my room's pretty far from the kitchen, it's pretty good exercise.
i could so point my pinky (yes pinky) at organic chem. CHEEEESEEEFRIESSS!

ditch my runway,
snatch the notes.

i ought to go jog l8r, i need to lighten up,
and i promise to be up to all good tmr, really.
i shall mug real hard in the early day andd change my mask near early afternoon.
no stress, its an easy job.

breathe out,
i'll breathe you in <3

WALK THE SAFEST ROUTE

i touched only intro to alkenes,
not cool to waste a day in wcp playing gc and search through dusty pebbles for something insignificant.
but i had gr8 company and hell, i have yet to beat the high score!She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
i can't, they all make me sting in the eye, hmffttt

my phone loves sleeping under the blanks i think,
i can't seem to find it just now and i had it 24/7 silent mode. it happens too often for dumb people.
school's tmr, a healthy seven i shall be up and working.
thank god for the hello pandas, i'm feeling fly, surprisingly.

wth is promos?
reminds me, i haven't given much time to all that i've forsakened.
man i suck.

FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND

and she thought she loved the rain,
there in the bus,
the beautiful music blasting in her ears.
her thoughts were many like a film in black and white.
two strangers board the bus,
the guy had those familiar eyes that she once stared into.
his lips were those that calmed her down and once told her sweet things that made her smile.
the girl beside him must be lucky,
and all she wished for was for that girl to give him all the love she could before.
deep inside it cringed, and it probably had her eyes stung for awhile.
she got down the next stop, wanting to relieve something that made a scar.
there in the rain, her perfect white top seemed so frail and transparent like her heart.
with big large steps, she ran the rest of the way home,
with rainwater, or were they tears? that stained her little cheeks.
and i bet she forgot, but she played this story so many times,
it was once upon a time.
-drey

what is today being so upsetting i could even come up with something like this?
and my friendster's being retarded and for god's sake don't even think i watch those shit.
and i swear i'm not emo just tired, of everything.
i guess talking to mas just got me thinking again,
the things i want, the things i do, the friends, the guys that come and go.
wth do you actually want drey?
sheesh i'm disgusted by myself, and i should start studying.

he says he finally got it right,
that girl he talks about,
i'll bet she's beautiful.

DID SOMEONE ELSE TAKE MY PLACE?

promos are so near and the adrenaline is killing.
i pee and eat with it all the time.
pray i don't drop dead someday.

and i've been labelled crazy, insane, nuts, psycho, weird, loud.....anything you wanna put in i'd be glad to.
i can even give you examples.
like how i did something stupid today.
tell me which girl does silly things to embarrass herself with people,
not forgetting the guys, probably laughing at me, their butt of joke.
but i guess i can't help it, i'm silly and i indulge in weird habits(:

1. i eat the patty and the bread separately when it comes to burgers.
2. i love eating milo powder, on its own
   
3. i love taking my shoes off for no practical reason. (very unglam i know)
   
4. i tell people i fart when i do. (it's only polite no?:p)
   
5. i burb loudly even if it means there are guys around.
   
6. i drool, like wth, i droool(:
7. i laugh really really loudly and very unglam
8. my mouth's pretty large, you know what i mean
   

this is just a tiny view, i have many inside secrets:p (8's my number)
if you can tolerate this, it doesn't mean anything.
if you can't, i don't really care.
and i know i have anonymous people reading my blog,
GREAT! that's double promotion of my unglam side. kudos

i love the girls in S09 i found a motivation to study hard.
and to have a bird's eye view of cute one. hahahaha
CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY OKAY,
BOTAK JONES IS WAITING FOR ME TO FEAST ON THEIR FOOD AND ADD A PLUS ONE TO ERIC'S AGE.

the fraud of a dream guy that is,
when i took a turn.

THEY'RE AS SWEET AS YOU.

it was raining just awhile ago,
but somehow it stopped.
why can't it continue raining?

the LONG bus ride in 961 just now was horrifying and mind wrecking.
i passed tracks, train tracks, and more tracks.
it felt so nostalgic i had to look away.
the guy dozing beside me didn't help much.
thank god his head was not flexible enough to lie on my shoulder. PWHEW!

i'm doing pw on a day with really nice weather.
GREAT!

tmr shall be nice and sweet and i'm looking forward to wednesday.
no reason i swear, no reason. really
i got a lovely class tee, ate loads of hotdogs and indulge in food like it was the end of the world!
had great company,
i'm starting to love weekdays and drive the bus to mugging hard!

love

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

i'm a sucker,
i can't stop myself from taking pictures,
i need my own nikon cam and take professional photos.
my life isn't as colourful as before.
i have a supposedly great social life,
hockey mates, schoolmates, sec school mates, church mates and family,
but i have no time for them.i draw when i'm desperate and ironically its all pretty pictures that brings smiles whenever i dig them out.i need to go beyond my four beats,
i need to strum that lovely guitar.

all i ask for is time,
time for myself.
i have little time to accomplish what i dream.
no, okay i have no dream. i've no idea what i want.

maybe i should just add since i'm viewed but i don't add people cos i have pride

this is sucha emo post but i'm feeling rather pleasant cos i've got hockey training tmr and i'm going chompchomp sat.

okay maybe i have time for my friends, a little.
but somehow i love being at home the whole day doing nothing or just snooze and snooze and snooze.

yours

pictures from longggg timee ago

ok not long but the past few days and some late onesate with stef at cafe while studying.
i pray that on days when i study at je people would all wake up late and leave empty comfortable tables for me.
AMEN.

WHO'S SHARPER?

ok i'm sorry i lost, BY ALOT!
THE TWO BUDSBUDS WHO SHARES EVERYTHING WITH ME FORM THE HOTTEST TO THE LAMEST AND THE DUMBEST!
COOOOLLLLSHIEEEETTTT.

FAST AND FURIOUS

i wobbled down this whole set, totally feeling fat!
bet you can't (:
late night snack on a sat night!
totally square feet man!
love heels but can't wear some.
freakshit.

REJECTS

of the ultimate world,
maybe,
exams shouldn't be created!
somebody asked me what love is
and i boldly replied it's usually love at first sight
NO?
sentosa yesterday was ABIT NOT raining that i DIDNT get tan.
monorailed down to vivo which greeted me with its FAIRLY LARGE group of crowd.
i totally love carls' jr that i finished my own meal(BIG PROUD SMILE)!
on the bright side, i thought i saw him, seriously thought i did.
that bastard! (: (ok whoops maybe not a smile ha)
instead i was greeted by cold cold guys and a semi-interesting sms. brrr''
i guess i shouldn't be disappointed, been through it, understood it!
all guys, the same.

''I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?''

MONDAY BLUES?

maybe
the words can't form in my mind, don't seem to want my fingers to type.i was bored so i played pictionary with antaeus!
he couldn't guess it but i swear i'm like the best drawer ever!
funny conversation with des and ant down there!
i just found out i could draw thats why i'm having FUN (:sometimes you just need to think(under the stars maybe), let your mind wander off for awhile.
maybe alittle of alcohol beside you and the best ingredient is a friend who sits and thinks with you until there's something to say! (:

remind me again, when was the last time i practiced my poor guitar? :(
love <3

HELLO YOU

my correction tape died on me today!
a tragic performance,
but awww they didnt rehearse ok?
definitely not straight!
i should start licking the notes.
my chem was fugly red today.

my days hadn't been colourful
like when you wake and you have so many going through your mind.
the sun's suddennly a blind and the heats so shocking you thought you'd die
the music that you hear become a sad song and you so want to paint the nails black.
you stare blankly into space and let your thought wonder into more worries.
let's say the world's against me.
yes, me against the world.

crave for green tea but hockey says green tea's bad!
yours.

CHILL

you sent goooseeebumps.

hockey was no running today (:

funny has it
as much as you don't want to have anything with her,
i don't want it too.
love.

NEW NEAT!

messy hair's the new neat.
random i know but i realised i never had neat hair when i tie em up!
got back from sentosa and ikea with manda &lw.
no sun means no tan. BUMMER!
but the mouth watering hot dogs and swedish meatballs made the day!
cheers to audrey for suggesting ikea
your love's not mine.
shalom

unfortunately, my nose's a smooth running tap instead.
and i should prevent myself from speaking condescendingly at times.
and i've been blogging almost everyday.
maybe i'm getting ready to make up for the never online status soon.
cos when school starts, i'd prob fail father by only checking my mail two times a week.
ha! what happened to ''hey aud you should check your mail on every mondays and fridays and wednesdays at least'' it's drey la drey la. ahahah!
sometimes you miss the SMALLEST detail around.
and if my world remains here.
more tidings to come.

yours <3

sunday,
i was dancing in the rain,
singing just so you know,
makings my feelings known..
to the rain (:
HOW ROMANTIC!
and those indian troops kicked the ass outta servers.
rough people. tsk tsk.

wah audrey has something better than photoshop hurhur?

my girlfriends are looking hot here.
wah audrey take damn nice photos huh?

wah i don't know what's happening but the word WAH seems to fit in perfectly.
heh i think i widened my vocab vigorously.
i just added ''wah'' into it.
coolshit!

loves <3